Charlie_Johnson

5'9", 226.0 lbs(I just reached that on my Healthometer digital scale that weighs up to 300 lbs, I can't believe it, I have been jogging and dieting extremely hard)................not a religious person with the too small eunuch sexual endowment I have, there might be light at the end of the tunnel though such as the pinpoint of light in the completely dark room during a psychological sensory deprivation experiment in which the pinpoint was seen as moving and it was not, proving the deprived sense of sight causes visual hallucinations(such as deprived of the sense of seeing a healthy long penis you were endowed with, emphasizing the need for cock length...yay light at the end of the tunnel!).............my female clitoris-fashioned penis below should have been at the minimum twice that length on the erections shown, even the 5.75" length in the Passion Pump, then it would have been 11" pumped............have found the XAct Fit cockring is needed every time to jack off because it plumps up my cock which feels better jacking, otherwise it feels puny, and fingers can be inserted to stretch the ring serving as a sort of masturbation exercise workout tool..........for some trivia, back in the Winter of 1971 I bought a not well known men's mag at a gas station news stand in Charlotte, NC, and it had a fiction article in it that had the phrase in a sentence that said "I dig dope, and I dig sex," and I do not do any illegal dope such as pot which is illegal here in South Carolina............for some trivia, back in the eighties I bought a Hustler men's mag that had an article in it of a female pornstar named Beverly Morris, and she was quoted saying "big dicks are prime," that excludes eunuch-sized dicks who have to really scramble to get some healthy, socially desirable long cock sex somehow, I get mine virtually until my afterlife............my religion is I am a "Protesting dissenter SBNR": "Spiritual but not religious" (SBNR), also known as "spiritual but not affiliated" (SBNA), or sometimes "more spiritual than religious", is a popular phrase used to self-identify a life stance of spirituality that does not regard organized religion as the sole or most valuable means of furthering spiritual growth; in contemporary usage spirituality has often become associated with the interior life of the individual,[2][1] placing an emphasis upon the well-being of the "mind-body-spirit",[3] while religion refers to organizational or communal dimensions. According to Abby Day, some of those who are critical of religion see it as rigid and pushy, leading them to use terms such as atheist or agnostic to describe themselves.[20] For many people, SBNR is not just about rejecting religion outright, but not wanting to be restricted by it(such as how Libertines felt(CJ)).[20] According to Linda Mercadante, SBNRs take a decidedly anti-dogmatic stance against religious belief in general. They claim not only that belief is non-essential, but that it is potentially harmful or at least a hindrance to spirituality.[1] According to Philip D. Kenneson, many of those studied who identify as SBNR feel a tension between their personal spirituality and membership in a conventional religious organization. Most of them value curiosity, intellectual freedom, and an experimental approach to religion. Many go as far to view organized religion as the major enemy of authentic spirituality, claiming that spirituality is private reflection and private experience—not public ritual.[21] To be "religious" conveys an institutional connotation, usually associated with Abrahamic traditions: to attend worship services, to say Mass, to light Hanukkah candles. To be "spiritual", in contrast, connotes personal practice and personal empowerment having to do with the deepest motivations of life(such as imagining a healthy sexual afterlife, for me one where I finally become wellhung, and one without offspring to make up for lost time when I was eunuch shemale-sized, I believe I have already found a female for that but I'm not 100% sure about that(CJ)). SBNR is related to feminist spiritual and religious thought and ecological spiritualities,[26] and also to Neo-Paganism, Wicca, Shamanic, Druidic, Gaian and ceremonial magic practices.[26] Some New Age spiritual practices include astrology, Ouija boards, Tarot cards, the I Ching, and science fiction.[26] A common practice of SBNRs is meditation, such as mindfulness and Transcendental Meditation.[26] Classical mysticism within the world's major religions requires sustained dedication, often in the form of prolonged asceticism(religious extreme fanaticism(CJ)), extended devotion to prayer, and the cultivation of humility. In contrast, SBNRs in the Western world are encouraged to dabble in spiritual practices in a way that is often casual and lacking in rigor or any reorganization of priorities. Linda A. Mercadante categorizes SBNRs into five distinct categories:[24] "Dissenters" are the people who, for the most part, make a conscious effort to veer away from institutional religion. "Protesting dissenters" refers to those SBNRs who have been 'turned off' by religious affiliation because of adverse personal experiences with it."(wikipedia, Spiritual but not religious), I consider myself as a Protesting dissenter because of the adverse personal experience of being endowed with a eunuch fairy penis, fairy meaning I grew my hair long in the back, and I'm trying to get slender to go along with that